Security, exploration and fear

My brain is fat on the comforts.
Bloated on constantly filled desires.
Made lazy by its lack of effort.
It is hard to force oneself to work for
SOMETHING
when a modecome of satisfaction can be filled instantaneously.
WORK
at SOMETHING, dammit.

——-

Comfort and Security.
My dream is to exist outside of society.
Not add to the waste that is never ending consumerism…
though I enjoy information & entertainment. I have
no need for things
ephemeral they are except
for the waste they leave behind.

——-

Travel is an odd state of fear
uncertainty
A bit of hopping in a bobsled
but never seeing the course

Safe travelling is strip malls
and Applebees
Jack n the Box and McDonalds
The comfort, the know what to expect.

I was young. Travelled to Eastern
Europe and had every moment
be a wonderment of
what might happen next…

Return to Frankfurt
found a Wendy’s
and experienced the missing
comfort of knowing what’s coming next

Even though I never eat at Wendy’s.

Comfort, pattern, engrained
rituals and safety.

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